Youre only happy when im wasted, i point my finger but i just cant place it. Feels like im falling in love when im falling to the bathroom floor. I remember how you tasted, Ive had you so many times, lets face it. feels like im falling in love alone. Stella would you take me home.


ANYWAYS.

Update.

3 dogs. Peace gabby and spoons.

All rescues, of course.

Ummmm. In school for pre phyc magor.

Showing dogs alot.

Working fullish time

Single as fuck

bored all the time. Nothing to ever do.

ummmm.

5 tattoos. 1 inch gauges. 2 tounge rings 2 nose rings
2 gauge cartalige 8 gauge 2nd lobes.

LOVE IT

long time i know.

ummmmm

life is weird.

up and down.

Still showing dogs, not really drawing anymore.

graduated!!! yes

need a new fucking car, wrecked mine.

have 1 FUCKING INCH GAUGES

lots of new piercings. that have come and gone.

well
i recnetly got my first tattoo
and i want to get another one.

SOOOOO

who ever draws a tattoo that i really like, will have their art forever imbeaded in my skin for the world to see.
and if you play furry paws, il give you 5fpp

everyone else, how about 10 bucks?

It can be any of my characters, or a wolf.

so
febuary 19th started out like every normal day.
i went to school, and saw my best friend and ex girlfriend whom i spent the best 6 months of my life with, whom i gave my virginty to, whom was my rock and my everything.
that morning was no different, we hugged and went to class, and said we loved each other.
little did i know those were the last words i would ever hear from her.
because later that afternoon, ambrosia desena, my brosia bear
commited suicide.

life has been un real hard.
and it sucks
becuase this was the ONE selfish thing she had ever done.

Not a single day goes by where i dont miss her terribly.

restless

Im not sure why im so restless.
But i can never find a peace of mind.
All i want is to be able to live without having to fear someone.
But it seems thats not how its supposed to be.
I can never hold someone i love, or be with them into the night.
All it seems im good at is causing and loosing fights.
Im irritable and ill
and im usally tierd.
I cant find anything that can occupy my mind for more than a few moments.
I guess thats what its like when your 3 best friends live 2 hours away.
When you have no social life, and cant ever see anyone.
Or when your mother nags at you night and day and you can never seem to do anything right.
I feel like im always missing something, and theres something i cant find.
I want to travel and i want some change.
I want something new to think about.
I need something to do.
Its hard to relax,
and its hard to get pumped up.
I feel like a metronome, and monotone.
I feel like im just walking threw life
just breathing to stay alive
without a purpose to my days.
I hope this feeling goes away once school starts, but stiill...

I dont think people are meant to be secluded and abused.